1. |
sunday in bed
01:31
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2. |
i want a kid
01:06
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i want a little kid
who says she wanna swim in hot lakes
and run around till she's tired enough
to sit down for picnic
with her dad, yeah just her dad
cause she's adopted
cause i'm fucking lonely
and there's no other way for me to have a kid
and if i can't adopt then i'll have a cat
and if i don't get a cat
then at least i'll have these songs
to dream about something called happiness
something i will never have it seems
yeah, i want a kid
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3. |
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why is everything about you?
why can't i think about anything else
why are all these songs about you?
i just want to feel okay
and live a normal fucking life
god, i hate this so much
god, i hate this so much
i used to think that you loved me
i must have misunderstood
i used to think that you loved me
i must have misunderstood
i used to think that you loved me
i guess i must have misunderstood
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4. |
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you sleep in someone else's arms
what a painful thought
it makes me stay awake all night
with a trillion tears in my eyes
you've taken my life
what more do you want?
my darling little floating ghost
always floating above my head
and always inside of my heart
or where i should have a heart
now it's just an empty hole
for your ghost to crawl
and cradle up for all eternity
i hope that it's warm in there
i don't want you to be cold
i don't want you to feel bad
you used me and i don't know what for
you destroyed me and left me alone
a trillion tears and there's more to come
a trillion tears and there's more to come
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5. |
when the moons says hi
01:12
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i miss you when the sun is out
i miss you when i'm staying inside
and it is raining outside
i miss you when i try to go to sleep
i just fucking miss you
so goddamn much
it's unbearable, all day long i miss you
i miss you when the night sky is filled with night lights
i miss you when the moon says hi
i miss you when the stars shines bright
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6. |
i'm a stranger
01:36
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to her i don't exist
to her i'm a piece of shit
to her i'm just a stranger
walking by with a cigarette in my mouth
keep away, keep away
from that horrible bum
keep away, keep away
your gaze is burning me
to her i never was
good at anything
to her i was a waste of time
to me she was everything
an angel that i hurt
do i deserve to live?
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7. |
Mathea
00:51
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why are you so beautiful?
tears in my heart
why are you so pretty?
and even though it hurts
saying it makes it worth
and even though it hurts
thinking about you feels right
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8. |
the girl i love
01:36
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hold me close, close to you
hide my face as i start to cry
but what can i do when the fact is
you're leaving, you're leaving
i feel so down that i want to die
but i got to hold on to hope
i want to fight to get you back
you're worth all of my time
i want to give you what you deserve
love and dance out in the rain
while i kiss you, the girl i love
the girl that i love
the girl that i love
but your train left and you were on
so i walk alone on a long road
i keep going till i find you again
you again
the girl that i love
the girl that i love
you again
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9. |
a little weak
01:18
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a little weak but i'm still standing
without a heart to beat
as i'm trying to take a step
but i keep tripping over my own shoelaces
god, i miss you
while i'm sitting staring at the tv
it's only static, well to me it is
i don't know what's on
i can barely function at anything these days
i'm a lost case, turning lunatic
because of love
because of love
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10. |
august wishes
00:56
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11. |
don't ask me
02:27
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sitting on the sea
you and me
i start to sink
while you're afloat
above my head
so i'm reaching for your hand
but you say no
i don't want you in this life
no, your love isn't enough for me
you're pathetic and afraid of sex
you got problems that i can't fix
yeah, you're not good enough for me
you're pathetic, piece of shit
you're nothing, why do you exist?
well don't ask me
i didn't ask to be like this
don't ask me
i don't want to be myself
don't ask me
don't ask me
don't ask me
don't ask me
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12. |
i dream about you
02:12
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late at night or early morning
it all looks the same
when you're stuck inside of your room
all alone in bed
it's gotten to the point where i dream
only about you
and i think of you all day
i even write you letters
that are piled up in my drawer
they talk about my day
and how it would be if i could spend it with you
i think i am in love, oh no
i think i am in love, oh no
i think i am in love, oh no
i think i am blooming
when i have these thoughts of you
i am smiling
your naked body is so pure
you are the sun in my eyes
oh, darling so sweet
when i first saw you
my heart skipped a beat
and i got to kiss you at that party of mine
it was my first ever kiss
oh, it felt out of this world
so what planet are you from?
i need to visit that place
and i think i am leaving today
i think i am leaving today
i think i am leaving today
so goodbye to everyone
i love you all so much
i'm going to a place
where love doesn't hurt
i'm going to place
where love is love
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13. |
your favourite band
02:44
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still here if you want me
listening to your favourite band
they play oh so well
i wish that i was them
singing you to sleep
calming your mind
with my singing voice
i sing to you
this song is for you
and not about you
cause i sing only for you
with love, beauty and heart
i dress up with clothes you like
just to sing this song
cause this is for you
and it's your day
so have some fun
cause you deserve it
oh yes you do
and you always have
i sing this song for you
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14. |
instrumental gibberish
01:30
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15. |
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there's a boy
who keeps to himself
always smiling
never says a word
he walks alone
away from home
he has nowhere to go
except to go, except to go
one step after another
his feet are moving slow
slow with the wind
slow and in love, in love, in love
slow and in love, in love, in love
slow and in love
in love, in love, in love, in love, in love
slow and in love, in love, in love
slow and in love, in love, in love
in love, in love, in love, in love, in love, in love
he's slow cause he's in love
he's slow cause he's in love
he's slow, in love, in love, in love, in love
he's slow cause he's in love
and it won't stop
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16. |
with all of my heart
00:58
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17. |
and you will always
00:45
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and you will always be living inside of me
and you will always be living inside of me
well how is it in there?
is it as awful as i am on the outside?
or is it beautiful, like you are
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18. |
my little kitty cat
01:47
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i want a cat to take care of
a replacement for a baby
a cat that doesn't behave
that likes to cuddle up in a warm place
together with me, just you and me
my little kitty cat
my little kitty cat
i smile as you scratch my hand
cause that's the pain i like to feel
when i can't feel anything else
my little kitty cat
my little kitty cat
i'll name you Oliver
and look at the moon with you
you put a smile on my face
my future kitty cat
you put a smile on my face
oh, future kitty cat
oh, and if you wanna go just say so
and if you wanna go i'll let you go
and if you wanna go just say so
and i'll let you go
my little kitty cat
my little kitty cat
my little kitty cat
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19. |
oh, can't you see
01:21
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you and me is all i see
you and me together
you and me, oh, can't you see
that you and me are all that we need
to be happy forever
you and me is all i see
when i close my eyes
and the stars fills the sky
the moon shines so bright
oh, beautiful night
for you and me
dancing in the night
you and me forever
you and me, oh, can't you see
that i love you
i love you
i love you
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20. |
love lie guy
01:55
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she says that she loves me
well, i know that's a lie
she says that she does care
but she goes to another guy
and that really breaks my heart even more
is that even possible at all?
and the lights they turn on slow
i'm feeling low
i might try to kill myself
but what does that do?
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21. |
but i don't want to
01:32
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i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
but i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
but i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
but i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
i don't want to
no, i don't want to
i don't
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22. |
wilting
00:41
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